Part 18
"Heather… Heather," a voice called out to me.
I mumbled as I slowly woke, the painful sensation of leaving the dream world behind and returning to the real world stung greatly, my mind fogged up with memories, moments and wishes that I wanted true were replaced with the room that Nicole and I fell asleep in, this time the sun had gone down and the bedroom became very dark. The calming image of Harriet staring down at me was the first thing I saw, nudging me gently with my good arm until I was fully woken.
"Heather… Heather, wake up." Her voice was whispering very quietly.
I wanted to speak, but the moment my voice began to make any sound I felt the heat of my breath hit against the foreign material in my mouth, for a second I forgot I was still locked within the pet suit.
Instead, I opened my eyes fully until I was staring right back at the older woman, catching her gaze in mine, staring directly at her was the only way I could communicate that she had my full attention.
My body wanted to stretch out, it was curled up in a ball for the entirety of my nap. My fingers wanted to extend, but were still limited by the material that surrounded my body. I wanted to yawn but knew the sensation of the hot air travelling down my throat would be very uncomfortable. I just had to ignore the feeling until I was released from this latex prison.
"Heather," she repeated my name before finally talking. "Beth and I need to have a word with you regarding something."
Instantly, my heart began to race and the look of panic was clearly in my eyes, so much so Harriet had to calm me down before the mania took over my mind. The second that sentence left her lips, I was worried more punishments were needed, I knew I did a bad thing the other day but I didn't want to be pushed any further.
"It's nothing you've done!" She said in a loud whisper, holding my wrist with her free hand to try and stop me hitting out, "Please don't panic, I promise you didn't do anything wrong"
I tried to calm myself down, staring down at my body I could see my chest bumping up and down with the rhythm of my heart. I loved the two stable owners, but I was dreading what was to be next regarding my sentence, almost feeling as if they could do anything they wanted to me and I could do nothing but take it.
With her hand still on my wrist, she began leading me off the bed, "Come downstairs with me, careful where you stand; you don't want to step on someone's head"
'Someone's head?' I thought to myself, looking around the room.
To my surprise, the room was full of the women that I cared for so much, each and every one of them was in a deep sleep. Nicole was embraced in a hug with Kathia, who was resting on the bed with us. Saffron and Abigail sat on the floor with their backs against the bed frame, Abigail's head was resting on her lover's shoulder. Lily was spooning against Chloe directly on the floor, looking as if they tried to get comfortable on the soft carpet.
I looked around at every girl around three times before my brain began to put the pieces together. Harriet continued speaking, as if confirming what I was thinking, "They all came here to see you, they missed you. Beth and I might have accidentally slipped up and told them you were in the guest house, after that; there was no stopping them."
I smiled underneath my mask, feeling a connection between all the sleeping women.
"What can I say? I think they all love you."
Abigail shuffled against Saffron but remained asleep. The door was slowly closed behind us by Harriet, as quietly as possible to not wake anyone up. Once that was done, she took my hand once more and carefully made our way down the wooden steps, taking each movement with great care to make sure I didn't slip from my latex feet.
"Well, I'm not telling her!" Jade grunted as she crossed her arms.
Harriet took care of me until I was finally off the carpeted stairs and on the ground floor. Immediately I was greeted by a scene of high tension, Jade and Beth stood on other sides of the room, Jade had her arms crossed and trying to look anywhere but at the older woman in front of her and Beth placed her hands on her hips, taking a few moments to look towards the younger woman. Harriet seemed at peace and happy, a complete contrast to the ambience the two other women gave off. She placed her good arm around my shoulder, holding me close towards her and grinning as she joined the conversation.
"Don't worry about it, I'm sure Heather will do us proud. It will be a good challenge for her," she said, holding me tighter.
"Sure, then you can tell her what you said." Beth's tone was exactly like Jade's, dismissive and placing the blame onto someone else.
Something felt off, at first I thought it was the tense situation in front of me. Then it slowly occured to me that this was the first time in nearly a day I was standing up in the suit, my body was entirely enclosed in the pet outfit but I was nearly the same height as everyone else in the room.
"Sure… sure, I'll tell her." Harriet's cheerful tone remained, "Shall I take her hood off first?"
Jade almost jumped forward, "No!… no, keep it on. We don't want her freaking out"
'Freaking out?' I thought, I looked between Beth, Jade and Harriet in a flurry, trying to gauge what was going on, surely it couldn't have been anything too bad?
"Okay, that's a good idea. We don't want to wake the others." Harriet finally took her arm away from me, instead placing her hand on my upper arm to force me to look into her eyes, "Harriet, I have good news and bad news."
"Good news?" Beth scoffed, "How can it be good news? You've hardly given her any time to…"
"Love! Please, leave it to me!" Harriet barked back.
I watched as the two older women faced each other, clearly having an argument over the situation that I knew nothing about. It hurt to see them so angry with each other, I placed myself between them, if I had the ability to talk I would have told them there was nothing to fight over, whatever the issue is could have been sorted out easily without the need to argue.
Harriet's hands remained on my arm and she turned me to face her once more, "Heather? We received a phone call yesterday from the company that organizes the Pony Trials."
I nodded, the moment she mentioned the trials I went completely numb, completely unsure of what she was going to say next. It could have been that they were cancelled, or that I wasn't good enough to enter. I was expecting the next words out of the older woman to be bad news.
"They are pushing forward all the dates for the trials. That means it is starting earlier this year, but it also means the auditions have to be done sooner." She said this very slowly to make sure I was listening, I found that I was placing my paws on her arms in the same way she was doing it to me, "Your audition is at the end of the week… it's on Friday"
Immediately my blood ran cold. I actually felt every litre of the blood travelling through my body reach freezing temperatures at separate times, as if the cold was exploring my body and everywhere it ventured was replaced with numbness, even my legs had lost all strength and I felt as if I was slowly falling to the floor.
"That only gives you three days to prepare your routine," she continued, "I said that was okay and booked you in for Friday, it was the only day I could get. Is that enough time?"
I wanted to freak out. Despite the feeling of all blood being drained in my body, I could feel my heart beating rapidly to keep me going. The world around me seemed to go dark, the colourful room I was in, the comfortable carpet beneath my feet and even the people surrounding me all seemed to be lost to the void. The only thing that remained was me, just me and that one question that lingered in the air…
…Is that enough time?…
I did not know. Sure, Jade and I knew our routine like the back of our hands, but we hadn't even began to work on the idea I had to finish it, I didn't even know if the idea I had was good enough, I hadn't even had the chance to speak with Jade since that idea popped into my head.
I had beaten myself up so much over not being able to add our own personal twist into the routine, it had been an issue I had internal attacked myself with every day since the trainer came and analysed us, but the trials always seemed so far away, as much as I hated myself for not finding a way to finish it; I always had the comfort of knowing it wasn't as close as I imagined it to be.
…Yet, now it was. It was here, this week.
Slowly the light seemed to re-enter the room. I looked around as the image of the three women waiting for my answer came to me. Jade still had her arms crossed, but was looking at me with concern on her face. She didn't fully understand why I was locked within the suit, but understood that I was in a fragile state at that time and this realisation was putting extra stress on me. Beth eased up too, she didn't seem so angry towards her partner, which made me feel better about everything.
I pointed towards my neck, the exact place where the hood of the suit met the rest of the outfit, telling them that I needed it to be removed for me to speak. Beth jumped forwards as I did this, immediately separating the two pieces of latex from each other as Harriet stepped backwards, unable to help with her hand in the sling. It was a strange sensation to have the hood removed, at first Beth's movements were heavy and strong, feeling as if she was trying to rip my head from my shoulders, then the neck began to peel away.
"Okay, breathe in, Hun" Beth commanded, giving me only seconds to stop my breaths as she pulled the hood away from my mouth.
My vision went dark as the holes around my eyes fell away, pulling me deeper within the mask as it was being removed. The gag separated itself from my mouth, leaving a trail of saliva before it was stretched too far into smaller strands before finally breaking off. A second later and the hood was taken away from me, leaving a sweaty Heather in front of the three women, my auburn hair was stuck to my head and in a complete mess, but that was the least of my worries.
The silence in the room was deafening, Beth stopped moving the moment she had the loose hood in her hands, Harriet and Jade were waiting patiently for my transformation to be complete, now they were waiting for my answer.
Gently I licked my dry lips, now that I was human once again, I slowly began to feel the responsibility of my normal life return to me. The deadline for the audition was clear and filled the room with a heavy atmosphere, but the thoughts of my mother re-entering my life came back, the punishments I had to still endure at the hands of the two older women, being removed from Jade's life for a few days, my responsibilities to be the best friend I could to Chloe… it all slowly came back down on top of me.
As much as I wanted to put everything right, it was clear there was a more important issue at hand.
"Let's get back to training" I said, my voice broke lightly from not being used all day.
"That's a good girl!" Beth slapped her hands together, "That's my Heather! Told you she could do it!"
Harriet scoffed, "A minute ago you were saying it wasn't enough time."
"Never doubted her for a second."
Harriet rolled her eyes and turned towards me, "Okay, for the time being all punishments we had planned have been delayed, training for the audition has taken top priority over any other work. You and Jade have so much to do."
I glanced towards the dark haired girl, her arms were still crossed and she still looked unsure despite the glee glowing from the two older women. Beth immediately noticed the look on her face and placed her arms gently on Harriet's shoulders.
"I think we should give them a moment before going any further," she whispered, but loudly enough so everyone in the room heard, "Let's go make some tea, I have a feeling it's going to be a long night."
The stable owner looked between Jade and I and slowly nodded to what her partner said. They both turned around and exited the room, leaving me alone with the woman I loved. As soon as the door clicked behind them, Jade's eyes travelled upwards and met mine, staring at me with such intensity that I began to feel worried about what was going to happen.
"Jade… I…" I stuttered as I tried to think of what words to say.
"Kneel," she said sternly.
"What?"
"Kneel. On the floor, like a dog."
"Jade… we don't-"
"Now. Right there, I want to see what you look like on your hands and knees."
"I… uh… okay."
It was a simple task, but didn't seem like the right time to be doing it. I went into the kneeling position and then leant forwards, taking part of my weight by resting my hands on the floor. It felt comfortable, yet humiliating at the same time. I had spent most of the day in this position and in this outfit, and I was slowly becoming tired of the idea of being a pet. I was sure Nicole loved being in this role, but I couldn't say the same for myself, I was a ponygirl and that was what I was comfortable with.
Despite the humiliation, I looked up at Jade, staring at her with curious eyes as to what she was expecting of me. She let a long breath out as she scanned me up and down, making sure to take in all the details of my posture and how my form looked behind the latex outfit.
"Fuck…" She said breathlessly, "You look cute"
I smiled back, "Thank you"
"Wish I could have spent the day with you like that"
"Well, never say never. I'm sure Nicole will let me borrow the suit again if I asked nicely enough"
***
We sat on the fountain in the square as the moon slowly began to drift down the horizon, the soft glow of the sun began to illuminate the sky and turn off the stars. Jade held me tight as I nuzzled my nose into her neck, spending the entire night going over the events of the last few days. Jade wanted to hear everything as it happened, from spending the weekend with the two tall women, to coming home and having a visit from my mother, to coming here and stealing my pony outfit, to becoming a pet for the two stable owners. I went over every detail as carefully as I could, making sure not to miss out any information she might have needed to hear.
She sat quietly the entire time, holding my body that was still partially locked within the pet suit, taking in all the information I gave her. She didn't even react when I began talking about my mother, all the memories came flooding back and tears began to roll down my cheek, but she sat there as emotionless as ever, just taking in all the words I managed to let out.
Silence overcame us as soon as I finished talking. I had caught her up on all the events until Nicole and I fell asleep on the bed. Jade didn't say a word at all, just remained in the same position as she took in the information I gave her. She was breathing so quietly, so calmly, I kept looking up at her to make sure she was still awake, we had been up all night after all and I wouldn't expect her to still be up. However, everytime I looked up her eyes were wide open, staring directly ahead of her as she processed the events of the last few days.
I didn't want to talk anymore, I felt weak after re-living meeting my mother and being caught in the pony outfit by Beth. I just wanted to stay here and sleep next to Jade, she was all I wanted at that moment.
"So… what are you going to do?" Jade finally spoke up after what felt like hours.
I glanced back down, looking at the stonework of the fountain, "I don't know, Beth told me that I should give my mother a chance, maybe meet up for a coffee or something… I dunno."
"Do you want to? Meet with her, I mean."
"Uh… yeah, I guess so."
"You would be a fool if you didn't."
I looked back up, "What do you mean by that?"
"I don't know everything about your past, Heather. I know you two don't get along, but there must be a reason why she's come back into your life. Don't be too hasty to throw her away just yet."
"I guess so."
"James and I didn't have the greatest of childhoods, perhaps that is the reason we are so close. However, I would do anything to speak with my mother one last time. As much as I hate to admit it."
"Oh… sorry, I don't think I ever asked about your parents."
Jade finally looked down at me, giving me the smallest, most comforting grin I had ever seen from her, "There's not much to tell, but you still have the chance to talk with her. Just meet with her once, otherwise you will most likely regret it."
"Thank you, I will message her in the morning… she gave me her number."
"I'm glad you are. Anyways…" She slowly lifted me off her, "What's this technique you want to show me?"
"Wow, she really got you," Jade said in amazement as she ran her fingertip over where my mother wrote her number on my arm in permanent marker. The darkness of the black ink had faded lightly at that point, but it was going to take ages for the digits to be erased from my skin.
I didn't say anything, there was nothing to say, the evidence of what happened was right in front of the woman. She continued to glide her finger over my skin as a gentle, but knowing smile crept over her stern look from earlier.
"Well, at least you aren't going to forget the numbers anytime soon" She added before finally putting my arm back down, "Y'know, I've spoken to Saffron, she enjoyed the holiday with you very much and would love for you to join them the next time they decide to go away"
I gulped, I wasn't sure I wanted to discuss the events of the weekend… not right now, anyways.
"Don't worry, I have many… many questions, but time is not on our side at this moment. We can talk about it all tonight, but you had an amazing time from what I understand"
I nodded, "I did…"
At this point I was half naked. The pet suit was removed fully from the top half of my body, revealing my chest to both Jade and the storage room that we were standing in. It was a relief to be free from the outfit that held me for so long, but it was only temporary freedom as another suit was ready to take over.
It was an odd exchange as the suit being removed from me was the one that currently belonged to Nicole, as the suit I always wore was being fixed after I messed it up, it was Nicole's previous suit that was waiting to bind me inside its latex material. Due to the size difference between me and the smaller, blonde-haired girl, the suit would be a little tighter in the joints; but it was enough to get me through today.
I held onto Jade's shoulders as she lifted my legs up to remove the rest of the pet outfit. Freeing my now naked body entirely from its grasp. A light giggle escaped Jade as she folded the outfit in her arms, it was something she always did whenever she saw my nude form. She looked me up and down before she threw the empty suit on top of a selection of boxes on her left.
"Be careful with that!" I screeched, running over to the latex outfit and making sure the throw did not leave any marks.
I picked the suit up, letting it unfold before carefully re-folding it to a more organised shape.
"What was that about?" Jade asked, confused at my sudden outburst.
"It's Nicole's outfit, I don't want to return it in a damaged state," I said as I focused on tidying it up, "It's not ours to just throw around."
"Oh… sorry." Her response was genuine.
It wasn't often that Jade would be genuine towards anyone for any reason. Shortly after getting with her, I realised she would use sarcasm and jokes to avoid telling what was really on her mind. It was easy for her to laugh serious topics off, so a genuine apology from her actions meant much more to me than she realised.
The suit wasn't damaged in the slightest; which was a relief, I managed to fold it well and placed it onto the box as neatly as I could. It might have been a latex outfit to Jade and I might have disliked the suit from being locked inside it, but it meant more to Nicole to either of us. To her it was her way of coping, it was a cover that allowed her to be more comfortable in the world; similar to how the ponyplay outfit made me feel more confident in front of others.
It would have broken my heart to have broken one of the only objects Nicole cared about.
"So, are we doing this?" Jade asked, lifting up the blue outfit.
I nodded, placing myself in front of her, ready to have my freedom taken away once more.
"Okay, don't forget you'll also have the armbinder on from now on."
"The what?"
It wasn't as if I had forgotten the leather material that bound my arms together, it was my suggestion that I would wear them during the Pony Trials afterall, but I was hoping for a little more freedom this time round as I was only showing Jade what I had planned for our show.
The familiar sound of my hooves clicking against the concrete ground was rather comforting. Despite the thick material that rested underneath my feet, it was nice to feel the heavy hooves under my feet once more, it felt as if I had returned to a sense of normality. Following Jade in this bound state became second nature to me, she walked ahead of me with the reins in one hand and a riding crop in the other. The reins were attached to my bit gag, which was attached to the hood, which was attached to the rest of the suit.
It was strange that Jade wanted me in full gear despite only training for the Pony Trials. It wasn't as if anyone was going to see me in this form and I initially assumed Jade would want me talking to her regarding the ideas I had, yet I did not speak up when the woman I loved was dressing me up.
At that time I was already in the armbinder, so it wasn't as if I could physically stop her from locking my head in the hood, but I didn't have the courage or strength at the time to question the formality of my attire. Knowing Jade, she had something in mind.
The sensation of the bondage against my body felt amazing, somehow I had forgotten how strict the armbinder was; only allowing for a limited amount of movement in my arm before stopping me from taking it any further, I had also forgotten how exposed I felt with it on.
Despite this, I enjoyed the feeling of trying to free my hands from their bondage, pushing and pulling against the leather material; only to be stopped moments later.
Blue wasn't really my colour, but I loved how bright the outfit was. Whilst I will always love my silver costume, I noticed how good my body looked, allowing the new colour to highlight every aspect of my naked form underneath. It didn't help that the suit was a little too small for me, somehow even smaller than the pet outfit I was wearing previously. Whilst the latex was tight against most areas of my skin, I really felt the pinch in my legs and shoulders, making those parts of my body scream to be released from their prison. However, it was hopefully going to be worn this one time and I could ignore my body's pleas for a few hours.
It wasn't long before we left the sanctuary of the square and were standing in front of the school. I hardly even noticed the change from the concrete ground to the dirt track that led us here, mainly because I was too busy pulling against the restraint that held my arms in place, I wasn't sure why but it felt amazing to do so, forcing my brain to recognise the situation I was in. I was fully bound and there was nothing I could do about it, I was no longer a human and just Heather the pony, this alone made my body feel great.
Why was it making me feel so good? What could have possibly changed since the last time I wore this piece of equipment as I certainly didn't feel the same the first time it was locked on me.
Jade opened the gate up and allowed me to trot into the school. The change between the dirt path and the rubber matting was more apparent this time, maybe because I was focusing on my body so much now. Even moving felt good, feeling the already tight latex pull against my skin as I took every individual step made me want to move even more.
It was odd… it was… It was the suit…
My eyes widened as I looked down at my body. My brain finally clicked that I wasn't used to wearing this suit, I had been in the silver one for so long that this new 'tighter' outfit held my body in a completely different way. Which meant the issue I had when wearing my initial suit for the first time was much harsher in Nicole's attire. My cheeks burned red as I finally came to the conclusion of what was happening, the suit will tease and torture me with every step I take, causing the latex to stretch and travel in a completely different way than I am used to, especially over a certain 'sensitive' part of my body.
Jade knew this, once she turned to me and saw my red face; she knew exactly the situation I found myself in.
"Ah… go on then," she said, unclipping the reins from my hood and nodding her head towards the other side of the school, "Run a few laps around the arena to get it out of your system."
I looked around, frustrated that I found myself in this situation once again. Jade slapped the end of the riding crop against my butt, "Go on, get going. We need you thinking clearly before we go any further."
I stood still, I wanted to run as I wanted my fogged up head to clear up, I wanted to stop thinking about my sex and the desperate need to release myself. Why did I have to push and pull against the restraints? I didn't know that along with this suit would get me so turned on.
"Or… you know… I could help relieve you?" Jade smirked, taking a step towards me.
She leaned in close towards my right shoulder as her words turned into careful whispers into my ear. Her right hand was pressed against the bottom of my stomach, a threat to go further down if needed.
Her words continued, "I would be more than happy to do so. It wouldn't take long for my fingers to work their magic, you know this all too well; don't you, Heather?"
Her hand slipped down centimeter by centimeter, travelling delicately towards my wanting sex. I didn't want anything else than to feel her fingers over the layer of latex, the outfit didn't matter as it didn't stop the enthusiastic hands of the person wanting to sexually tease a ponygirl, I knew this by experience.
My breathing deepened, hearing her long, deep breaths against my ear was enough to make me want it even more. Her hand didn't cease, continuing to travel down until it was cupping my sex, a short nod from me was all Jade needed before she could bring me to a heavenly state. I needed this so badly, I needed it to focus, I needed it…
I couldn't wait, I nodded and readied my body for everything Jade had planned for me. I didn't care about anything else at that point, I was just her plaything; she had the ability to take full control over the bound girl in front of her… but it never came.
I noticed Jade's breathing had stopped, becoming lighter and less intensive. A breath left my mouth that was to relieve the tension in my brain, causing the bit gag to make the typical horse snort and taking me out of that scenario. A quick glance towards Jade told me that her focus was taken entirely away, her hand had left the area of my crotch as she looked at something behind me with an awkward intensity.
"We are not alone," she whispered, her tone the most neutral I had ever heard it.
I spun around as quickly as the restraints allowed. The dark haired girl was correct, behind the wooden fence that surrounded the school was a small audience. Beth, Harriet, Saffron, Abigail, Kathia, Chloe and Lily all stood and watched, some leaning against the gate's frame, some embracing each other and some just standing there. Even Nicole soon poked her head up, her pale white skin covered in the pink pet outfit that held me only this morning.
It was an odd sight, none of the girls seemed phased by the entire situation. Guess that was the benefit of having such a sexual occupation. Some of the girls were wearing their normal clothes, Abigail and Lily were wearing pajamas, Saffron stood entirely in her underwear, the bright white fabric being contrasted against her beautiful dark skin and all of them were focused on the ponygirl and her trainer standing in the school, acting as if this was completely normal.
"Good morning, everyone." Jade trembled, hearing the socially awkward side coming out of her was almost as strange as the audience we had.
"We've explained everything to the girls and they wanted to see how far you've come, maybe we can give some pointers if needed?" Beth shouted towards us as she leaned against the fence, "I tried to tell them you guys aren't ready yet, but they are very interested to see what you've accomplished so far".
I was as nervous as the woman standing next to me, Abigail and Saffron looked towards me with a slightly humorous expression, knowing that the last time we saw each other was the holiday at the cabin. My body had only just begun to recover from the weekend and my sex was still aching despite the burning need to be touched down there.
"We weren't interrupting anything, were we?" Beth continued, "It looked like you two were getting pretty close, would you like us to leave you alone for a little longer?"
My skin went red, I didn't know how much they all saw of that moment, but it was embarrassing to know they all knew what was happening before they all arrived. Despite being naked in front of most of the girls and they all seeing me in the tight hold of an orgasm before; it was still an intimate scene between Jade and I that I wished wasn't shared to others.
"No, we're okay, we are more than happy to show you the results of our training," Jade yelled back, taking a small step away from me, despite the distance she still whispered to me, "Are you okay to do this? Do you think you can hold off until we are finished?"
I wanted to groan but I was terrified to make any noise that would activate the bit gag in my mouth, I nodded lightly, trying to take all of my attention towards my trainer and not focusing on the collection of eyes that were on me. We both took a deep breath in, for Jade it was trying to shake off the anxiety of performing in front of others, for me it was to try and hold back the yearning down below.
The last thing I wanted was to have another orgasm in front of the crowd, it was embarrassing when it happened when I first started here and Beth was training me. I didn't want the same thing to happen this long into my occupation, it would feel as if I hadn't overcome that obstacle and was still stuck at the first step.
Jade lifted her hand up and I walked towards her, trying to focus entirely on putting my feet on the soft ground. In my mind I was counting my steps to a metronome beat, trying to keep every step to the same timing, a pony's pacing was something the judges would look out for. I settled next to her, stopping directly behind her free hand, the other hand still contained that riding crop used to 'encourage' me.
She brought her riding crop down twice onto her leather boot, this was the signal she was going to give me to follow her closely. After that, she turned on her heel and began walking further into the school, I stayed behind her and kept a three foot distance, focusing entirely on my posture and following her commands directly.
We showed the girls every single technique we had thought of, showing it off as well as we could. Maintaining my posture was the hardest part of the show, I knew I wasn't going to be able to hold off the upcoming orgasm by focusing on everything else, so I decided to let the pleasure consume me, if I was going to experience that uncontrollable pleasure in front of everyone once more, then I was going to let it happen when it wanted to.
However, it never came. I was so close the whole time, the latex stretched and warped over my throbbing clit, teasing it over and over and never stopped no matter how little I moved. Jade made sure to show off all of our techniques and I was moving the entire time. From running around the school with my legs as high as they could go, to going diagonal across the stage over and over, we even threw in a few of our different moves like having me stop close behind Jade and have her move me backwards… which was a difficult task whilst in the pony gear.
It wasn't before long until we came to the end of our little show. We got as far as we could without trying out the new idea I had in mind, but even when we stopped, I still never 'finished' despite my body's cries to let the pleasure overtake me. I wanted to come, I wanted it more than anything. I willed my brain to stop thinking for a moment, just to let that sensation take control.
"That's it" Jade said, turning towards the women, "That's all we have done so far, we still have some ideas, but haven't practised them yet."
I sighed heavily. It was a small relief that the girls weren't going to see me double over and have the overwhelming feeling hit me, but I couldn't stand it. I was so, so close. It felt as if one small movement down there would trigger it, it had felt that way since I started moving in the suit, but somehow it never arrived.
The girls began clapping after Beth told us how good of a job we did. I wasn't sure how it looked but I knew it wasn't our best. Jade and I still had a small amount of time to focus on improving our actions.
"Honestly, it looks amazing. You two have come such a long way" Harriet added to the praise and the celebration, "I'm really looking forward to seeing how you end it."
I nodded, the only way I could answer the older woman. Taking a glance around, it was great to see everyone's reactions to our presentation. Lily and Chloe had moved to sitting on top of the fence, both clapping as energetically as each other, Nicole tried her hardest to make a noise as she slapped her padded paws together. Saffron had a smug smile on her face as she clapped slowly, looking deep into my bound form and Abigail doing almost the same, however she seemed more happy for me. Kathia clapped energetically for a moment, but soon found the morning temperature too cold and began walking back towards the house. Beth, Harriet and Nicole all joined her as soon as the clapping began to fade, all stating about the low temperature after their congratulations.
That left Saffron, Abigail, Lily and Chloe still around the school. It seemed that the coldness of the morning didn't affect the small group despite the simple attire they were wearing. Saffron wasted no time walking through the gate and making her way over to us. Her bare feet tapped across the ground, making light sounds as her skin made contact with the rubber matting. It scared me how confident the woman was, having a large grin on her face despite how little she was wearing, looking closer at the white lingerie that hugged her skin, I noticed how see-though it was, only barely covering up her vital areas from the world. I imagined Saffron was someone who could have been comfortable naked in front of strangers.
Abigail followed close behind her, although her demeanor seemed much more caring than her partner's was. Her clothing was much more baggier than Saffron's, a t-shirt and loose fitting shorts covered the pale woman's body, showing off her muscular figure without being too forward.
"Oh god… here they come," Jade whispered.
Saffron instantly wrapped her arm around my shoulder, bringing me into a tight embrace, "Wow, that was amazing Heather! You've really come so far!"
"Yes, it was a good watch. Those judges will let you pass for sure," Abigail added, "It doesn't seem like you have much to worry about."
I nodded, I wanted to thank the two women for their lovely words, but that was impossible with the gag still locked through my teeth. However, Saffron's grip never eased as she made sure she was close to me, the light scent of her deodorant was already giving me flashbacks to the previous weekend; my body ached from the memory.
"Thank you both so much," Jade replied for us, "It's great to hear you guys like it, it's hard to see from the outside if we are doing well."
Saffron answered abruptly, "You are, you are."
"Thank you, it means a lot."
"So, have you told Heather about our little agreement?"
Agreement? I looked between the three women with a puzzled look. Saffron seemed to get closer as she said this, Abigail's cheeks turned a little red and Jade stared at me with a knowing smile. The three women that surrounded me, the same three women I recently had relations with seemed to be talking telepathically, either that or they had a conversation between themselves whilst I was spending yesterday with Nicole.
I was surprised mostly by Abigail's reaction, after everything that happened in that cabin, it was a shock to see her so embarrassed by whatever they spoke about. Saffron and Jade seemed to get some amusement from my anxiety, not understanding the context of their chat.
"Well, I just have to say that I am a little jealous that you gave Heather such a powerful orgasm that she fainted," Jade grinned ear-to-ear as she said this, "Now I feel like I need to up my game."
"Well, I'm sure we will have time to explore that side of Heather again, maybe we can teach you all of her weak spots."
Saffron said that with a wink. Her unwavering grip never seemed to cease. I looked between the three women, moving my head as fast as the head harness would allow, trying to figure out what they were talking about.
The two women shared laughter once more at my expense. Quickly, my gaze went towards Abigail who was giving me a softer, more nurturing smile that seemed to ease my discomfort. Then I caught the glimpse of Lily and Chloe, who were still sitting on the fence, looking at me with love and care in their eyes and an even softer smile on their faces, they stayed despite the cold air of the morning. It was then that I realised they didn't stay for the banter between the three women, they didn't even care that much about what I spent the weekend doing. They stayed because they were worried about me, this was the first time they had seen me since I left last Friday and they were just glad to see that I was okay.
I smiled back at them, wishing I could run through the women surrounding me and hold Chloe in my arms; not that my bound body would allow that and unsure if they could even see my smile through my gag.
"So… what do you think?" Saffron asked.
I came back to reality, realising the three women were talking about me whilst I was spaced out and thinking about my roommate. I gave a sound that indicated that I didn't understand the question, a quiet mumble that wasn't strong enough to set the gag off.
Saffron repeated herself, "Jade's happy to lend you to us occasionally, it wouldn't be as nice as spending the evening in a cabin, but I'm sure our company would be worth it."
Jade added, "As long as you give me all the details, I'm happy to whore her out for a day or two."
Once again, Saffron and Jade laughed as I whimpered audibly. Whilst I was spending time with Nicole, Saffron informed my partner of everything that happened over the weekend and somehow they've come to an agreement of how to 'use' me from now on. I trotted on the spot, unsure on how to take this information. I felt my body begin to get weak as I thought of how exhausted I was spending just two days with the tall women, now they wanted it to become a more occasional event?
"Heather's looking rather red?" Saffron finally removed her arm from my shoulder, "Is she okay? Do you think we've teased her too much?"
"I wouldn't worry about it," Jade replied, resting her hand on my back, "I'll confirm with her later, but I think she likes the idea. She's just incredibly horny right now."
I stopped trotting and stared at the love of my life with wide eyes.
"Is she?"
"Yeah, Nicole's suit is a little too tight for her. She was close to having an orgasm before you guys got here."
"Ah, I see. Did you want us to help sort it out? You can't spend the day training when your pony only has one thing on her mind."
Jade smiled, "Could you? That would be amazing."
I swear I felt all the women come in closer, despite already being extremely close. I whimpered again, unsure on what the rest of the day had in store for me.
It was a new day, but the events of the one previously were still fresh in my mind, the stress of the upcoming audition for the Pony Trials was still weighing heavily over me. I had my moment with Nicole and I finally showed Jade how I wanted to finish the event, using the inspiration from that ice skating documentary Abigail wanted us to watch. That was after the humiliating orgasm I had at the hands of Saffron, with Abigail, Jade, Lily and Chloe all watching as I reached my climax.
It was a new day, I finally freed myself from the stables… for a moment at least. After spending the end of the weekend and the beginning of the week within those four walls, I wanted a little time to myself to enjoy the morning, to take my mind away from the events that plagued my near future and to enjoy being a human for a while, not a pony and definitely not a pet. It also gave me a little time to visit someone a few people had begged me to meet, despite the feeling in my gut and the burning desire to stay away from her; I decided to meet up with my mother.
It was a new day, I found myself in front of the coffee shop we agreed to meet at, a new building that was on the outskirts of the town. I began texting her late in the evening, after Chloe, Lily, Jade and I had left the stables and finally returned home. It felt amazing to finally rest up next to my girlfriend and be around the people I cared about most, but the nagging thought at the back of my mind finally came through and I knew I needed to meet with her while she was in town, what made it more difficult was the large numbers written down my arm in permanent marker; a sight that brought Jade much joy for some reason.
I could feel my heartbeat through my chest as I typed on my phone screen, chatting normally with the woman I had been avoiding all of these years, it felt the same as my heart did at the moment I opened the door to the cafe and staring at the dozen or so strangers sitting at tables, only to find the face of the older woman looking at me with a wide grin.
"Oh, Heather!" She walked up to me with her arms out, a gesture that made me instantly take a step back, "Oh, I see you aren't a hugger? Don't worry then."
I could see that she was already sitting at a table when I got in, two steaming cups of our drinks sat on the wooden furniture. She almost immediately began leading me to my chair.
"I got you your coffee, it's just been made so it's a little hot," she continued talking as we made our way to our seats.
"Thank you." I could hear a slight hint of nervousness in my voice as I said this. I wanted to pick the drink up straight away as my mouth was already dry, but I could feel the weakness in my hands from the uncomfortable situation I had placed myself in.
"Honestly, I didn't think you were going to show up. I was screaming to myself that too much has happened and you would never want to see me again… but here you are" As she said this, I could see the glee in her eyes that my presence gave her.
Yeah… uhh… D-did you get everything you wanted sorted? You said you were here for that reason."
"Oh, yeah. A few things, but I'm already getting ready to go home in all honesty. I realised there are a few things I won't be able to fix, no matter how hard I will try."
"Ah… I'm sorry to hear that."
"Do you mind if we can have a proper catch up?" My mother asked this as she took a teaspoon and began to stir her drink, "I realised I surprised you when I last arrived and we didn't really have a good chance to actually talk about the last few years."
I nodded numbly, "Uhh, yeah sure."
"Great! How have you been? Have you done much since leaving? And how are you enjoying being back?"
I laughed purely from anxiety, it wasn't the situation that caused it, or even being in front of my mother, but it was the memory of being away from this place. It felt like a lifetime ago since I came back into Chloe's life and I had already forgotten my world beforehand, struggling everyday to live a normal life in the city. It wasn't a memory I looked back fondly on.
"It was a mistake to leave, but I am enjoying being back." I smiled, taking a small sip of the drink in front of me.
"Yeah?"
"As I said, I have a good job, I work with people I love and even met someone…" I stuttered at the end, I got a little too caught up in that sentence, my brain told me to say those words, yet it failed to remind me who I was saying those words to.
"Oh? Anyone nice? Do you see a future with them?" My mother settled in, as if she was expecting a long story about how I met Jade. I knew I needed to be careful with my words, the last thing I wanted to do was to let her know I spent my days in a pony outfit.
I chuckled, "Yeah… I do see a future with them, we get on really well."
Still the words came out of me before I had the time to digest what they meant, this time it wasn't my mother who I was scared of hearing that sentence, but it was me. It was the first time I really thought about Jade and I long term, this entire time I had been living in the moment; but could I possibly see her as my wife someday? Maybe some adopted kids? Can I imagine growing old with the dark haired girl and spending the later half of our lives like Harriet and Jade?
… I could… I really could.
"Who's the lucky guy then?" She asked, seemingly getting closer to show her deep interest in my love life, "Do you think I'll be able to meet him at some point."
My heart froze entirely in my chest, the rest of my body went numb as a result and I could feel a light tingling in my fingers and toes. It was almost as if I had died for a second the second she said that, how was I supposed to tell her that Jade wasn't a man? How would she take the news? Would she accept me for who I was? Or would this cause an even further rift between me and the person who birthed me?
I had to just say it, if I didn't now, then when would I? And it wasn't like I could just lie my way out of this situation.
"Uh… umm…" I chuckled again, the words I wanted to say just didn't come out.
She leaned in further, "Yes?"
"I… uh, I'm not seeing a guy… the person I am seeing at the moment is a girl- Uhh, a woman."
Her gaze went through me, not a single emotion went over her frozen face as she took in this information. She stayed that way for a few seconds, four heartbeats against my chest I felt before she reacted in any way. A slow nod was all I got before she took a sip from her own drink.
"You're seeing a woman?" she asked after clearing her throat.
I had to take a deep breath in before answering, "Yeah, I am. Her name is Jade and she works with me."
Another few seconds of silence before she spoke again, "I didn't realise you were that way inclined? You didn't seem the type who was into girls when you were younger."
"I didn't- I wasn't, I had never seen a female in that way before. I didn't even like Jade before… she wasn't exactly the easiest person to get along with… but then the ice began to melt and we hung out a little more, then we slowly began to realise we had feelings for each other."
She nodded again, this time her mouth remained shut.
"Uhh… it 's called being pansexual." I had to fill the silence, "I was confused so I had to look it up. It means I'm attracted to the person and not what their gender is, it made the most sense. So I'm not into girls, but I am into Jade."
She nodded again.
"Sorry, I understand it must sound weird."
This time she lightly shook her head, "It doesn't, as long as you are happy. You are happy, aren't you?"
"Yes!" I exclaimed, "Yes, yes, I am very happy."
"Good, then that is the main thing. I am happy for you."
"Thank you, Mom. That means a lot."
She moved on her seat, "So, you have a good job, you have a good partner. Things are looking up for you, so there is no reason for you to be moving then? You shouldn't drag yourself away from all this just because an old lady wanted you to."
"Mom…"
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say it when we first saw each other. I understand you have your own life now. I guess… I guess I am just trying to live out this fantasy I have in my head."
"What fantasy is that?"
My mother instantly went quiet, her eyes dimmed and her gaze travelled down to the cup in front of her. I watched as her fingers gently tapped against the porcelain material, her long fingernails creating a two toned tune the entire time her mind wrestled with the simple question I asked her.
There was a part of me hoping we could try this whole mother/daughter thing again. I didn't expect you to have such deep ties with this place… I guess I liked the idea of us living under a roof together once more" She was solemn the entire time she spoke, "But, I guess that was just a fantasy I had in my head."
I leaned forwards, "But why now, Mom? Why did you want this after all these years?"
"I… I'm not well, Kiddo." She said this with a smile on her face, yet early tears slowly began to appear, "I haven't been well for quite some time and I don't think it's going to get any better."
"What's wrong?"
"I don't… I don't want to talk about my illness, Heather." There was no commanding tone as she spoke, making that sentence seem more like a wish than an absolute, "I've been talking about it, thinking about it for months now and I'm so tired of it consuming my life. I want to forget about it for just a moment and enjoy time with my daughter."
"I understand."
"Just see it as karma. For the trouble I have given you over the years."
I had to smile, it was the only way to stop me from tearing up too, "I won't ever see it that way, Mom. But I will respect your wishes to not talk about it."
"Thank you."
"So, tell me more about this guy you're seeing? He sounds lovely."
A genuine grin appeared on her face for the first time, "Ah, you will love him, Heather. His name is Hamish, he is the sweetest guy in the world and he is so patient with me…"
I watched my mother talk about her new partner for an hour and a half, the entire time I was grinning, nodding and loving every moment as she praised him. I couldn't be more happier for the woman and knew that despite the issues she was facing, at least she had a good guy by her side to be there for her.
During this time I had failed to notice a lifting feeling in my body, all those years of hating the woman in front of me began to fade away as we fixed the rift between us, the pain I had carried for so many years simply vanished without an afterthought.
My mother spoke until the morning turned into the afternoon, not taking anytime to break away from this new life with her partner, even going so far to show me pictures of him and her over their relationship and I couldn't be more happier for her, even better; I couldn't be more happier for myself as I was finally able to move on from my past self.